Monday, November 17, 2008

gibbering utterance

Reality is better, that's what we always tell ourselves.
That's what everyone 's telling everyone.
We convince ourselves that
it's better that we don't dream at all.
Do you really think that'll work?
The convincing thing.

I'll be convinced if it work you know.
But it's not really practical is it?

Wounds never heal,
The most we can hope for is that one day,
maybe just one day, we get lucky enough,
to forget.

We will, right?
I will right?
The forgetting and getting over it.
But i really don't want the forgetting,
maybe just getting over, you know move on,
that's what everyone's telling me to.
So i should right?
I mean, I'll have to, one day.
I know that.
Because when time pass,people will start to lose patient in me.
They'll leave me alone, someday, somehow.
Which i really don't want to think about.
And i don't want to be the pain in their neck.
But i really cannot do it alone,
can i?

Sleep, I should go to bed,
I need to sleep,
Human being sleep.
Enough of the crazy prattle rambling talk.


I'm talking to myself.
Great.

No comments: