痛得要死。

The blue skies fade to grey,

a raining afternoon.

A melancholy thought.

I thought of the many many hours,

cosily tucked into bed,

snuggling next to you,

curled up comfortably in your embrace,

with thumping of the rain outside the window.

Hmmm, so beautiful, fond bittersweet memories.

Can i tell you the truth.

Can i tell you my heart ache like it's tearing apart.

痛得要死。

Can i tell you my eyes are going blind

with all the crying at night.

痛得要死。

Can i tell you i kept seeing you struggle in pain,

struggling to stay alive.

痛得要死。

Can i tell you i kept thinking about

the awful sight of you laying there,

even if i tried with all my might to chase away the thought.

痛得要死。

Can i tell you i do not want to be the strong guy

that everyone wants to see me become,

I'm so drained, so jaded, so exhausted.

痛得要死。

Can i tell you I'm tired of putting up a strong front.

To not cry in front of others.

痛得要死。

Can i tell you i want you back,

I'll share my life with you.

痛得要死。

I crumble,

I'm falling into pieces

I'm letting my vulnerabilities get the better of memomentarily.

真的痛得要死。