Wednesday, November 26, 2008

生命中不可承受的轻

让耳机循环这旋律
反复超重低音震动着宁静
挡风玻璃里爱成了蒙太奇
我哼着我自己的叹息
只是爱与被爱的比例
不是爱或不爱的问题
如果明天还有好天气
都已经跟你没关系
你让我梦见了太美的梦
生命中不可承受的轻
你证明了每一颗流星
都遥不可及
你因为了我每个所以
所以了这一百年孤寂
你洒下默默无言的雨一滴
一滴一滴一滴滴遗忘的泪滴
偶阵雨偶尔会天晴
还好星光熠熠好心的提醒
一个人追寻一个人的和平
我看见我自己的天际
爱真的需要一点勇气
就看我们敢不敢忘记
我和彩虹最短的直径
也不一定没有你不行
你让我梦见了太美的梦
生命中不可承受的轻
你证明了每一颗流星
都遥不可及
你因为了我每个所以
所以了这一百年孤寂
你洒下默默无言的雨一滴
一滴一滴一滴滴遗忘的泪滴
就让我狠狠地加速前进
脱离你所给我的梦境
再零点零零一公里
就可以清醒
我决定不再等你决定
我决定不再当局者迷
我决定属于我自己的黎明
距离你一世纪下一个世纪

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

It's not easy to be happy.

It's not easy to be happy.


我的生活 是一團混亂

一個人來 又一個人往 怎麼讓他 流連忘返?

我不想當笨蛋 我在牆上寫滿渴望

我可以大哭一場 房間還是空空蕩蕩

我絕對不逞強 該屬於我任其自然


Everyone has someone to fall back on.

Where is mine?

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

人心难测!

Things were just so unpredictable. everything just totally changed in the very next seconds, next minutes. we can only blame ourselves for not preventing it to happen and we are not alert enough bah. and we takes things too lightly. now, whose words is true? whose words is faked? couldn't be bother about such things now. who is making up stories? who is speaking the truth? really hard to trust and believe. got to trust and believe myself only.

Monday, November 17, 2008

gibbering utterance

Reality is better, that's what we always tell ourselves.
That's what everyone 's telling everyone.
We convince ourselves that
it's better that we don't dream at all.
Do you really think that'll work?
The convincing thing.

I'll be convinced if it work you know.
But it's not really practical is it?

Wounds never heal,
The most we can hope for is that one day,
maybe just one day, we get lucky enough,
to forget.

We will, right?
I will right?
The forgetting and getting over it.
But i really don't want the forgetting,
maybe just getting over, you know move on,
that's what everyone's telling me to.
So i should right?
I mean, I'll have to, one day.
I know that.
Because when time pass,people will start to lose patient in me.
They'll leave me alone, someday, somehow.
Which i really don't want to think about.
And i don't want to be the pain in their neck.
But i really cannot do it alone,
can i?

Sleep, I should go to bed,
I need to sleep,
Human being sleep.
Enough of the crazy prattle rambling talk.


I'm talking to myself.
Great.

痛得要死。

The blue skies fade to grey,
a raining afternoon.
A melancholy thought.
I thought of the many many hours,
cosily tucked into bed,
snuggling next to you,
curled up comfortably in your embrace,
with thumping of the rain outside the window.
Hmmm, so beautiful, fond bittersweet memories.
Can i tell you the truth.
Can i tell you my heart ache like it's tearing apart.
痛得要死。
Can i tell you my eyes are going blind
with all the crying at night.
痛得要死。
Can i tell you i kept seeing you struggle in pain,
struggling to stay alive.
痛得要死。
Can i tell you i kept thinking about
the awful sight of you laying there,
even if i tried with all my might to chase away the thought.
痛得要死。
Can i tell you i do not want to be the strong guy
that everyone wants to see me become,
I'm so drained, so jaded, so exhausted.
痛得要死。
Can i tell you I'm tired of putting up a strong front.
To not cry in front of others.
痛得要死。
Can i tell you i want you back,
I'll share my life with you.
痛得要死。
I crumble,
I'm falling into pieces
I'm letting my vulnerabilities get the better of memomentarily.
真的痛得要死。

Saturday, November 8, 2008

Joline & I went to Singapore Flyer and GV Gold Class

Joline is enjoying her Champange in singapore Flyer



Joline was 1/4 on the way up




Joline & I at Singapore Flyer at 165 meter above the ground



Joline gazing at the stars at 165m above grd level






Joline with the halloween "creatures" @ the flyer



Joline at GV Gold Class Lounge.

I was so happy that i can date her out on that day.I was treating her as sister cos she is like a small gal to me.

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

思念

思念是一种很玄的东西,如影随形。无时无刻地思念着你,默默地注视你黑暗的头像,期待它能突然地亮起来让我惊喜不已;无时无刻地思念着你,象个傻瓜一样翻看着我们的聊天纪录,回味你对我说过很多痴情款款的话语;无时无刻地思念着你,频频点击你的论坛资料,希望显示出你登陆过的痕迹,让我知道你很在乎我,你在论坛里默默地关注、陪伴着我;无时无刻地思念着你,静静地打开手机看你发给我的信息,心中泛起阵阵温暖的涟漪;无时无刻地思念着你,一遍遍地听我们喜爱的歌曲,每一首歌都有着我们共同的回忆,每一首歌都有着我们的各自感受,这些记忆的片断有着忧伤,也有着甜蜜;有着欢欣,也有着痛苦;却是如此地深深烙印在我心上,难以磨灭掉。

思念是一种很玄的东西,如影随形。对你的思念日夜不停歇。想念你的时候,你不在我的身边,心里溢满着浓浓的惆怅,失落感无时无刻侵蚀着我身体的每一个细胞,想挣脱重重伤感的包围,却无力抗拒;想念你的时候,你不在我的身边,心中莫名感觉很堵很塞,仿如有一块无形的大石头在压迫着,拼命地想搬开它重获轻松,却无能为力;想念你的时候,你不在我的身边,万千愁绪在心中游移流走,拼命地想把如丝的忧愁抽离身体,却欲抽更甚;想念你的时候,你不在我的身边,情感如火山爆发前的熔岩,在心中流动迸发着难以想象的炽热,想寻找一个喧泄的缺口,却无处可泄。

思念是一种很玄的东西,如影随形。光阴也许能改变一切,却改变不了我对你的思念。思念一个人的滋味是甜甜的,如芳香甘甜的蜜饯,沁口沁心;思念一个人的滋味是苦苦的,如青翠的苦瓜,苦中带着甘凉;思念一个人的滋味是酸酸的,如新鲜的扬梅,未及品尝味蕾已是酸透;思念一个人的味道是如此地难以用文字来述说,它甜中有苦,它苦中有酸,却有着我一次又一次,无怨无悔为你品尝。

思念是一种很玄的东西,如影随形。无论是风雨,无论是骄阳,无论是荆棘,无论是泥泞,也无法阻挡我对你的想念。我对你的思念如潇潇洒洒的秋风,缓缓清爽地吹拂,可否感受到它在抚慰着你疲乏的身体?我对你的思念如缠绵不断的雨丝,温柔细密地飘洒,可否感受到它在滋润着你的枯竭的心田?我对你的思念如寒冬的暖阳,和睦柔和地照射,可否感受到它在温暖着你冰冷的心灵?         

思念是一种很玄的东西,如影随形。一日不见如隔三秋,思念让人度日如年;思念让人衣带渐宽;思念让人形容憔悴;思念让人胡思乱想;思念让人牵肠挂肚;思念让人转辗难眠;思念让人茶饭不思;思念让人寸断肝肠;思念让人心潮澎湃。 
              
思念是一种很玄的东西,如影随形.思念是如此的凄楚;思念是如此的惆怅;思念是如此的忧伤;思念是如此的寂寞;思念是如此的撩人;思念是如此的美丽;思念是如此的剪不断、理还乱。你说你是永远的守护神,要好好地照顾心爱的人,用心地疼爱她,绝对不离不弃,帮助她忘却以往的种种伤痛,鼓起她再爱的勇气,让她得到应有的幸福。用尽所有的思念朝着你的方向遥望,远方的你能否听到这深情的呼唤?那是一颗孤独无依的心灵在渴望你的温暖

思念是一种很玄的东西
如影~随形
无声又无息出没在心底
转眼~吞没我在寂默里
我无力抗拒 特别是夜里 喔~
想你到无法呼吸
恨不能立即 朝你狂奔去
大声的告诉你~
愿意为你 我愿意为你
我愿意为你 忘记我姓名
就算多一秒 停留在你怀里
失去世界也不可惜
我愿意为你 我愿意为你
我愿意为你 被放逐天际
只要你真心 拿爱与我回应
什么都愿意
什么都愿意 为你
我无力抗拒 特别是夜里 喔~
想你到无法呼吸
恨不能立即 朝你狂奔去
大声的告诉你~愿意为你
我愿意为你 我愿意为你
忘记我姓名就算多一秒 停留在你怀里
失去世界也不可惜
我愿意为你 我愿意为你
我愿意为你 被放逐天际
只要你真心 拿爱与我回应
什么都愿意
什么都愿意 为你
我什么都愿意什么都愿意 为你